July is where i stopped.. is it not?? So, I'm picking it up from there. After being annoyed with the over use of the phrase ' mungaaru male' and writing a research proposal for TISS , and giving an entrance exam for FTII , i was still hanging in the air wondering what I am doing not having a proper job!! almost a year after I was done with my masters. I Was still wondering if continuing to study was a good thing to do. It was i had decided... but where would i get through?? The two institutes I had applied for were two very different ones, catering to two very different ambitions of mine. The former dealt with a question that I would ask and think about quite often. The other more of a passion and something that i would love to settle down to do in my life. It was an option between research and direction. At the stage that I was in I saw a lot of differences in the two. I really am not the intellectual kinds, I would rather have a hands on experience with working. It was...